Octavia
Her name’s Octavia and I love her to death
She kisses my mouth, she slows my breath
She’s bad for me, yet I can’t stay away
I can’t be saved no matter how much I pray
She helps me with everything she knows my pain
She’ll never have a scent; she’ll never leaves a stain
She knows how to control me; she’s like my second brain
Now I’m addicted to her, like I’m on cocaine
We started off innocent we thought it was lust
I fell in love with her, and she broke my trust
But I can’t be mad at her; she can kill me at any time
I can’t replace her, no matter how much I rhyme
I’m addicted and I haven’t seen her in a while
A day is when we last met; a day’s when I last smiled
She controls my happiness; she controls my life
She is the reason why I can never find a wife
She kisses me, while her hands holds a knife
Yes, she controls me. Yes she controls my life
I thought I could leave her, but has me chained by the feet
I know I can’t please her, but I know I can’t cheat
If she ever finds out, she’ll stop my heart right then and there
She has all the edge she needs; she plays so unfair
She can find someone else; but I know I wont ever
She is as smart as me, but she’s really fucking clever
She tricked me into thinking I was in control
Now she has me trapped in a trap hole
She tricked me so hard she’s such a troll
If she ever reads this, she will eat me whole
So I only kiss her but I’ll never have sex
She’s way too powerful; she’s the leader of my congress
All my decisions are made through her
My life without her is a complete blur
I know I fucked up I know she was dangerous
I thought she was vegetarian, but she’s carnivorous
She will eat you and shit you out
She will drown you in water pull you out
She’s everywhere in me, she’s even in my snout
She’s trapped me in a net like a helpless trout
I ask for forgiveness I ask her for mercy
She laughs and kicks me; she makes me so thirsty
She dries my throat; I’ll beg her for water
She is burning me whole; the fire keeps getting hotter
But I’m stronger than her and I will beat her someday
She has to go soon or else she’ll stay
